Pubic speaking is commonly considered a daunting task. For me what makes public speaking such a
struggle is having to maintain solid eye contact and conveying emotion through
the speech/talk.
One of my major experiences with public speaking came at my high
school graduation. I spoke in front of a
class of 400 graduating seniors and a couple thousand supporters. For this event I had a typed manuscript of my
speech that I could rely on. Strangely,
in front of a crowd of that size I felt more relaxed than I would be in front
of a single classroom of people. It may
be due to how personnel it is when you are only speak to a small group.
Another public speaking experience of mine was for my high
school AP US History class. This was a
completely different setting, a class of 20-30 student, and a notecard was all I had
to give a 10-15 minurte talk on the controversial topic of my choice. For this speech I was vary well prepared in
that I knew a lot about my topic. As is
my downfall in public speaking I avoided direct eye contact, looking above the
audience.
While I am vary poor when it comes to eye contact, I have
one strength in particular when speaking.
I will not speak to fast and I will almost never use verbal
fillers. This strength could form a
strong base for speaking if I was able to incorporate solid eye contact into my
speaking events.
My avoidance of eye contact is because I am so focused on
remembering my information and the order in which to present it that I am
scared to look anyone in the eyes. Often
times I will be in the middle of a though and I will make eye contact with
someone and I will blank. I am not sure
how to fix that problem, maybe just preparing better and knowing the
material.